Why?

Love me for me. Why not? What's so hard? I love you, I hate you. Here I am. Giving it all. Stick around. Stuck. It's so hard being me. You don't want the me I give you. You want something else. Second best. Can't meet your standards. Can't please you. What the fuck do I have to do? Why aren't you happy? What do you expect? I can't be everything you want! Why can't you just love me for me? I try nice? NO. I try sassy? NO. I try bitchy? NO. I try loving? NO. Nothing works for you. Why am I different to you? When it comes to me you can't seem to see me as someone. You push and pull and your ripping it at the seams. You say you want me around but them you push me away with so much force it gets harder to let you pull back. Not fair. Always second guessing me, my intentions, my love. You don't trust me. You don't WANT to. I feel too. Make up your mind. I will one day get tired of the tugging and assumptions. Why can't you just see I want you in my life. I wan't us to see as equals. As one. To give it whole heartily. No games. No foolish comments. Foolish accusations. None of the bull shit. Love me for me. Get over whatever it is. I don't want to hurt. I don't want you to go. Think BEFORE you speak. It will work. THINK about it.......sooner than later your going to have to stop pushing or your not going to have anything to pull back. Stop.